WHY! WHY? WHY!

I have had my first real bad day at poker - losing 220 dollars

Overall this weekend, I am down 250 dollars...

The saddest part of all is, I deserve to lose that much money..

WHY? I PLAYED F@CKING MONEYGAME AGAIN!!!

I lost 220 dollars all in money games.. I threw away 70 before today as well..
That means if I had not touched money game like I PROMISED MYSELF to when I started
playing, I would have reached my 1000 dollars mark (in merely 13 days instead of the planned one month)...

I do not know if I played bad, or the stake was too high or I just simply do not
know how to play money games.. I sucked! Sure, all the big hands I lost, I was unlucky..
I was not catching anything with my big hands.. and when I had big hands, someone rivers me bigger..
But the point is, I SHOULD NEVER HAVE bEEN PLAYING!!

I HAD NO BUISNESS PLAYING IN THOSE GAMES!!.. I DO NOT PLAY WELL.. and I am no different
from all the other suckers in the game.. donating money..

Wow.. what a sad day..

Even after losing 300 dollars, I finished my day with a 2nd place finish in a 25 turbo..
THOSE ARE the games I AM GOOD AT.. Those are games I should be playing..
Or if I ever feel like throwing away 100 dollars, I would much MUCH rather play
a 100 dollars tourny than cash game.. I have much better chance of making money of that..

Never Again.

NEVER AGAIN!

I cashed out most of my bankroll just now.. Only have 200 in there now.. Need to regroup.. new beginning