End of an Era?

I have not been posting since I have not been playing.. well.. to be more precise, I dropped like 200 again 2 nights after the other 200.. so my bankroll is down to 150(I cashed out 200, so I am still up 350 overall)..

But other than a couple of 3 dollars rebuy tourny in the past few days, I have not played seriously at all.. I am still confident I can win again, I just need to stick with lower limits, but I really have not felt the urge to start over..

I wonder.. if my plan of making lots of money off poker was a bit foolish.. I do not have the same dedication as some of my friends do.. more importantly the bankroll.. 2 bad nights for 400 dollars is hardly anything considering I was up 400 in 3 nights before but it was more than half of my entire bankroll.. I am greedy and cannot stick with limits I can consistently win.. especially when I start losing..
Apparently there are two types of dicipline in poker, one is how to play your cards.. another is how to manage your bankroll.. I need to do better with the latter..

Maybe a break will help.. maybe you will not see me play again =) Who knows..

Anyway this blog was never intended for poker.. It just coincided that when I started the blog, i started playing poker...

End of a poker era ? We will see..